May 2010
“Life beats down and crushes the soul and art reminds you that you have one.”
365
thinking long and hard about doing a 365. help?
“Anyone can give up, it’s the easiest thing in the world to do. But to hold...”
real life happens.
In dreams I see a smiling family and fuzzy lights and hugs and cookies on Christmas. Happy family dinners and always a warm house to come home to.
But it’s not like that.
I’m not for sure why I’m sharing this with all of you, maybe just to get it out. My father is a mean, aggressive, scary man. As far back as I remember we’ve never had a good holiday, a normal dinner out,...
buckets.
I’ve recently started to lose my hair. I have LOADS of hair, appearantly, but around the hairline it is thinning and falling out. Since I’m a hairstylist, I automatically knew what was wrong. I have begun to suffer from traumatic alopecia. Which can be caused my genetics, or stress.
This is going to make me stronger, I just know it.
reality vs existing.
I sit alone in my room and wonder if I want it enough. Do I really have a passion for anything that I am doing in my life? Do I obsess over it? Do I fill my mind with dreams and inspiration like I say I do? Could my mind possibly understand what it’s like to have a heart full of passion, or vice versa?
Sometimes I worry that I am a sad excuse for a person. I don’t remember feeling....
morning coffee.
To me, we make things that we somehow believe in. I wake up in the morning and can still see my dreams so vividly. There’s nothing I can quite remember about them, but it’s as if I saw new colors I had never seen before. I can always see peoples smiles. Always. I want my soul to shine through in everything that I do, that I touch, that I create. You become amazing when you feel...
Friendship is a single soul dwelling in two bodies.
your soul is fantastic.
